I see all these people dressing up and wearing nice outfits and with their hair and make-up all done and they look so shiny and polished (How?) and I feel like I wanna do that but I just can't be bothered.
I apparently have a decent face, I might even like it (except my nose). I have a few acne scars that aren't that bad, just a few dark spots left after I used what my dermatologist prescribed for the very mild acne and am working on the scars. Easily coverable and will probably even fade away in a while.
I'm a month away from my ugw and am feeling hopeful about being able to wear nice clothes when I'm 5 lbs away from my ugw so maybe in a few weeks. Currently I never go out and when I do I cover up in the baggiest clothes possible. I have a decent sense of style but just can't be bothered to use it cause I'm almost always in such a fuck-all mood.
My hair is a MESS. It kinda looks like it's that effortlessly messy thing but sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't, it's not extremely frizzy but can be, it's not sleek either. It's in between curly and wavy. It's like that near my forehead too and I try to straighten that out when I can be bothered to. Styling my hair is a once in a blue moon event. It's something I have to wash my hair the day before and style it the night before for, and it still ends up looking shit. This, along with my always associating hair worn down with confidence and a free-spirit, keeps me from wearing it down. Also it's hard to manage and looks frizzy after a while. It doesn't behave and I feel like out of all these things, even if I ignore everything else, I can still look good but my hair ruins it all. Thanks !
I didn't find the right solution from the internet.
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